I don’t get a great deal of alone time at home. Usually when the kids are at school, I am at
school, so last week when I found myself working at home for a couple hours in
the afternoon, it seemed strange. After
mixing and kneading and shaping my hamburger buns, I stood at the kitchen sink
washing dishes. The largish plate glass
window above the sink overlooks the backyard garden, and even though winter
will soon be winding up here, the flowers are in full bloom.
I moved to grab a dish towel and when I glanced back up, I
saw a flash of red – my daughter was coming up the hill toward the back door.
I smiled and my insides got all happy.
My sweet oldest has a bright, solid red hoodie, purchased in
California when we were on furlough last year.
Somehow it was colder than we’d expected when we arrived in LA in
March. She chose red, and as she wears
it nearly every day, I usually have little trouble spotting her in a crowd.
She has endured numerous references to a certain basket-wielding,
grandmother-seeking fairy tale character, generally either sporting a snarky adolescent
grin or staring blankly, lips pursed in a straight line in a look that says, “Seriously? Can’t you do better than that?”
I had relished the time alone, but somehow knowing she was
coming made my heart leap. It would be
just me and her here … a phenomenon perhaps more rare than my being here alone.
I continued to wipe and put away the dishes, expecting the
back door to open at any moment.
I leaned slightly over the sink again and saw the flash of
colour again – in the same spot - this time recognizing its shape as that of
this bunch of amaryllis.
The corners of my mouth, and my heart, fell.
Maybe next time.
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Sometimes the moments that our love for our children steals over us are sweeter even then the moments that we spend with them. They will never understand how very much we love them.
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ReplyDeleteHow sweet that the beauty of the flowers pales in comparison to the joy of time with your child. I pray you will find some one on one time soon!
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